Sunday, November 20, 2011

~~tiMe to pOnDeR~~ T_T

..I feel sad..

why sometimes i feel its hard for me to memorize the Quran?

is it because i don't know the meaning or in other word it have different 'language' from mine?
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erm..i think it may be one of the reason... but it is not a good reason because i can find its translation in 'tafsir Quran'...

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or
is it because i have a weak memory?, so its hard for me to memorize..
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weak memory?...ermm..even though i have weak memory, but i still can memorize the Quran with various technique, that their reliability already proven...
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or
is it because of my life style?...because i heard that in order to memorize Quran, our heart must 'clean'..
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erm...this one i don't know (Allah knows the best)...i think so far, alhamdulillah... i still try my best to follow the guide line that i already learnt in order to be a good muslimah...Insya'Allah...

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...but...
why I'm still having the difficulties to memorize Quran even though it is only 2 surah, Yasiin and al-Mulk?
is it because of my intention is not right or deviate?
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my intention is not right?deviate?
owh no!!
..Astaghfirullah..
why i need to memorize this 2 surah?
is it because its compulsory for learning subject?
so, when i memorize it,..i will get the high mark...



Finally,
 if this is a reason why i memorize Quran..
i think no wonder i have that difficulties...
'the difficulties to memorize Quran'

So,
what should i do right now is... to make sure my intention is in the right place..
that is i memorize Quran because of Allah Ta'ala and i'll try my best to understand that ayah...

Insya'Allah.. ^__^





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